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Current Music:Power of Love - The Early November
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Subject:Hey
Time:10:21 am
Current Mood:crankycranky
Hey guys
Whats up?
Not much here...Just kind of upset...I like this girl that goes to Valley a lot but she don't like me I know for sure...She signed it in my yearbook that she thought we were good friends....sucks...apparently I am a very good friend Lol....because thats what every girl I like tells me...lol...Oh and I have also noticed something that all the last guys finish last...and girls I am a nice guy. LOL...But I really don't like anyone right now...Don't like anyone from any other schools for all you other speculators...haha....but I went to Louisville this week. I have a bruised muscle on my right side against my ribs. I am not allowed to throw a baseball for 3 weeks, sucks so bad. I almost cried in the doctors office when he told me, then I walked outside and I did cry. But I am good now. I can do other stuff at practice just not throw. All you girls I promised that I would get scheadules to, I am trying my best, coach just don't wanna let got of them right now. But when I went to Louisville I went shopping in Lexington and in Hollister I bought an awesome CD called, Punk Goes 80's...gonna leave ya with some lyrics to one of the songs.

Straight Up by Halifax
[Originally by Paula Abdul]

Lost in a dream
Don't know which way to go
If you are all that you seem
Then baby I'm moving way too slow

I've been a fool before
Wouldn't like to get my love caught
In the slammin' door
How about some information--please

Straight up now tell me
Do you really want to love me forever oh oh oh
Or am I caought in a hit and run
Straight up now tell me
Is it gonna be you and me together oh oh oh
Are you just having fun

Time's standing still
Waiting for some small clue
I keep getting chills
When I think your love is true

I've been a fool before
Wouldn't like to get my love caught
In the slammin' door
How about some information--please

Straight up now tell me
Do you really want to love me forever oh oh oh
Or am I caught in a hit and run
Straight up now tell me
Is it gonna be you and me together oh oh oh
Are you just having fun

You are so hard to read
You play hide and seek
With your true intentions
If you're just playing games
I'll just have to say

Do do you love me
Do do you love me
Do do you love me
Do do you love me

I've been a fool before
Wouldn't like to get my love caught
In the slammin' door
Are you more than hot for me
Or am I a apage in your history-book
I don't mean to make demands
But the word and the deed go hand in hand
How about some information--please

Straight up now tell me
Straight up now tell me
Straight up now tell me
Straight up now tell me
Straight up now tell me

Staright up now tell me
Dor you really want to love me forever
Or am I caught in a hit and run
Staright up now tell me
Is it gonna be you and me together
Are you just having fun

I've been a fool before
Wouldn't like to get my love caught
In the slammin' door
Are you more than hot for me
Or am I a page in your history-book
I don't mee to make demands
But the word and the deed go hand in hand
How about some information--please

[Chorus out]


But guys I'm out...leave comments
Ttyl
Lots of Love
Peace

Cory aka Texas
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Subject:Bored
Time:07:18 pm
Current Mood:chipperchipper
Hey guys
Whats goin on?
Not a lot here...I am just about over Olivia...I have started talkin to girls a lot more now, and with a lot more confidence. Me and Candice Ward (Olivia's best friends) are getting to be good friends, I feel so bad for her cuz her boyfriend that she has been dating on and off for 2 years broke up with her saturday night. I love ya Candi, ya is like muh sister. haha. There really hasn't been a lot goin on in my life right now though, pretty boring I know. I am still trying to find a prom date, have no idea who i am taking. I got two new movies that are really good. One is the Cave it was good but the ending was so stupid. The other was the best one it was Cry_Wolf, it was awesome, I loved it. But I am out just gonna leave you with some song lyrics.

Me And The Moon by Something Corporate

It's a good year for a murder
she's praying to Jesus, she's pulling the trigger
there's no tears, cause he's not here
she washes her hands, and she fixes the dinner
but soon they'll be coming to rush her away
no one's so sure if her crime had a reason

reasons like seasons
they constantly change
and the seasons of last year
like reasons have floated away
away with this spilt milk
away with this dirty dish water, away
seventeen years, and all that he gave was a daughter

"it's me and the moon," she says
i got no tourble with that
but i am a butterfly, you wouldn't let me die
"it's me and the moon," she says

and it's over, but it just started
the blood stained the carpet
her heart like a crystal
she's lucid and departed
a life left behind, she can find in her mind gone away

away with these nightmares
away with suburbia
shake down away
you marry a role and
you give up your soul til you break down

"it's me and the moon," she says
"i got no troublue with that, but i am a butterfly, you wouldn't let me die"
"it's me and the moon," she says

but what do you say we go for a ride?
what do you say we get high?
but i'm so tired of days that feel like the night

"it's me and the moon," she says
and i got no trouble with that, but i am a butterfly, you wouldn't let me die
i am a butterfly, i am a butterfly, i am a butterfly



but I'm out
Ttyl
Lots of love
Peace

Cory aka Texas
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Subject:Bored...
Time:11:00 pm
Current Mood:boredbored
Hey guys
whats going on?
Not much here...sorry i havn't updated in a while, i have been really busy. Baseball conditioning has started so I am gettin really tired in the evenings from that, Girls b-ball team is playin in the 15th All A Regional championship tomorrow night, so excited i keep stats. I'm still not really over Olivia, I had another break down moment the other night, the break up is what I wrote my personal narrative on, so i broke down right in the middle of writing it and almost couldnt finish, but i got it done
Gonna leave ya with some new song lyrics, awesome song

Best of Me - by The Starting Line

tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up

here we lay again
on two seperate beds
riding phone lines
to meet a familiar voice
and pictures drawn from memory
we reflect on miscommunication
and misunderstandings
and missing each other too
much to have had to let go

we turn our music down
and we whisper
say what your thinking right now
tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up

jumping to concluesions
made me fall away from you
i'm so glad that the truth
has brought back together me and you

we're sitting on the ground
and we whisper
say what your thinking outloud

tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up

we turn the music down
and we whisper
we're sitting on the ground
and we whisper
we turn our music down
we're sitting on the ground
and next time i'm in town
we will kiss girls
we will kiss girl

tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont
feeling that we cant
we're not ready to give up

we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up


but im out
ttyl
lots of love
peace


cory aka texas
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Current Music:Saves The Day - Sell My Old Clothes, I'm Off
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Subject:...!!!...???...!!!...:)
Time:10:26 pm
Current Mood:discontentdiscontent
Hey guys
whats up?
Not much here, I'm starting to get over Olivia finally. And it isn't really taking long, not as long as I thought it would anyways. But I'm in a perdicament now, there are about 2 or 3 girls that I want to start talking to, and I think at least 2 of them want to start talkin to me, but I don't know what to do. Nothing is going to happen, cuz I still have some feelings for Olivia still, but not many. But here is an awesome new song's lyrics.

"Sell My Old Clothes, I'm Off to Heaven" - by Saves The Day

There's a beautiful sky tonight and
if you were by my side then we could share it but you are gone.
So come at me with your moon and burn me in the stars
cause nothing matters anymore.
If I could only see you now for about an hour
maybe just a minute
just to ask
What has he got that I don't have?
Is it his brown eyes?
I know blue eyes get boring but I'll wear dark glasses all the time and
hey if you want me to, I'll take a knife to my own bright eyes.
If I could only see you now for about an hour
maybe just a minute
just to ask
what has he got that I don't have?
Is it his brown eyes?
Well, I'll give you a thousand reasons that tonight
you should grant me this one wish.
Like the one year of my life that I gave to you and
now you put me through hell.
You break me up.
I should hate you, but I can't replace you in my heart.
Why am I so pathetic?
I don't get it why you won't return my calls.
Can't you look at me once?
And please if you got a minute,
enjoy this lonely sky with me.
It'll swallow us whole if we only let it.
If I could only see you now for about an hour
maybe just a minute
just to ask
what has he got that I don't have?
Is it his brown eyes?
Well, I'll give a thousand reasons
that tonight you should grant me this one wish.
Like the one year of my life that I gave to you and
now you put me through hell.
You break me up.
If this sky's going to eat us then I'd like to be digested
into a million pieces with you.
I'd love to be scattered to hell with you.
To hell with you.



But I think my band is going to learn that song. But I'm outy.
Ttyl
Lots of Love
Peace

Cory aka Texas
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Current Music:Stellar Kart - Livin' On A Prayer
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Subject:Movin' Along
Time:02:54 pm
Current Mood:goodgood
Hey guys
Whats up?
Not a lot here
I still have really strong feelings for Olivia. But for right now I have decided that we are just going to be friends. What suprised me is that things aren't really that awkward. I thought that they would kind of be. But we are really good friends still. We still call each other I mean. So things are working out. But I'm not lookin' for anyone right now. Sorry ladies. haha
But I downloaded the new Eminem song and I like it a lot so I'm gonna put the lyrics on here.

Eminem - When I'm Gone

[Introduction]
Yeah...
It's my life..
My own words I guess...

[Verse 1]
Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em
But what happens when karma, turns on you to spite you/
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
"Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane
"Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself
I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourslf
Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
Shady mad me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby...

[Chrous]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back...

[Verse 2]
I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
:You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy Crying?"
Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying
"You always say that, you always say this is the last time
"But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine"
She'd piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!"
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it witcha'"
I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear'em
They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" - and it's tonight
Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
And I'm singing...

[Chrous]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back...

[Verse 3]
Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow and thank you al lfor coming out
They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeging,"
But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
"I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
"You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
"And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'
"That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
"I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are going"
But baby wait, "it's too late Dad, you make the choice
"Now go out there and sho 'em that you love 'em more than us"
That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep...screamin' your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill
Yeah, I bet you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pop it
The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say

[Chrous/Outro]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back...

[Curtains closing and sounds of footsteps]


Wow my hands hurt cuz that took a long time to type...but im out

ttyl
lots of love
peace

Cory aka Texas
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Subject:Broken Hearted
Time:04:11 pm
Current Mood:sadsad
Hey guys
Whats going on?
not a lot here...I'm just broken hearted.
She told me that she just wanted to be friends yesterday. Well today I have a question for her...if we are meant to be just friends, then why does this hurt so bad?
I dont know
I dont feel like leavin something on here though. I'm so upset.
But I got songlyrics.

Caroline - Seventh Day Slumber

Where do I begin?
There's so much I wan to say to make it easier
Tomorrow's on it's way
Do you believe I wan to take your painful memories?
I know you want to run away
I know that you can't see tomorrow

Chorus:
Caroline, let me wipe away your tears and give you life,
Make you feel beautiful again
Caroline, don't throw it all away
I'm here tonight to take away your pain.

Yesterday is gone and everything that made you cry has fallen to the ground
I'm here to bring you home, I will always take you back
You haven't let me down
I know you want to run away
I know that you can't see tomorrow

Chorus:
Carolin, let me wipe away your tears and give you life,
Mkae you feel beautiful again
Caroline, don't throw it all away
I'm here tonight to take away your pain.

And when you're feeling all alone and you can't go on,
Remember I am here
And when you think you've gone too far,
I'll meet you where you are
My arms are open wide



Thats it....I'm out

Don't throw it all away. I miss you.

Ttyl
Lots of Love
Peace

Cory aka Texas
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Current Music:Some CD Olivia made me
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Subject:CLW & OMH
Time:12:01 pm
Current Mood:ecstaticecstatic
Hey Guys
Whats going on?
Not a lot here
Me and Olivia went to the movies last night, and so she loves the movie The Nightmare Before Christmas, but I got her a braclet with a heart on it and before our movie started I put it on her and we were just sittin there in the empty theater waiting for the movie to start so I look over and her and I say "So I know you like the movie The Nightmare Before Christmas, well, will you be my Sally?" and she said YES. I was ecstatic. It was such a good night.
Guys I don't know but there is just something that happens when I'm around her. I get butterflies, my knees go weak, I feel incomplete if I don't see her or talk to her a lot in a day, and when I talk to her or see her she completes me. It's like when I'm with her nothing can go wrong. I lay in bed at night a think about her and then when I fall asleep I dream about her. I miss her if I spend one moment from the day away from her.I love you so much Olivia I can't wait for you to read this. You are my Sally, you make my day shine, you make me...me. I love you sweetheart.
Here are some song lyrics how I feel.

Love You Out Loud - Rascal Flatts

I have always been a little shy
I've always been the quiet type till now
And I never let my feelings show
I never let anybody know
Just how much I was so deep in love
But now that you're in my arms

[Chorus]
I'm gonna stand on a rooftop, climb up a mountaintop
Baby, scream and shout
I wanna sing it on the radio, show it on a video
Baby, leave no doubt
I want the whole world to know just what I'm all about
I love to love you out loud

You keep bringing out the free in me
What you do to my heart just makes me melt
And I don't think I can resist
But I've never been one to kiss and tell
A love this true can't be subdued
So I'm gonna let out a yell

[Repeat Chorus]

[Bridge]
Baby, I want the whole world to see
Just how good your love looks on me

[Repeat Chorus]

Baby, I love to love you out loud
Yeah, I love to love you out loud




But I'm out guys...leave comments.
Ttyl
Lots of Love
Peace

Cory aka Texas

P.S. I love you so much Olivia Hamilton...#30 <3's #44 12-23-05
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Subject:Kewl Beans...I have no idea...
Time:11:26 pm
Current Mood:blankblank
Hey guys
Whats shakin?
Not much going on here
Had the Christmas play tonight at church I played Joseph and the sun Peter Scott, so it was pretty cool...i remembered all of my Joseph lines...but I cheated at the Peter Scott lines...we had the lines out on the table that we were sittin at and we read them off of the paper, but no1 seemed to notice

Nothing has been going on in the world of Pre-Paid...we were going to play at a party last night but we couldn't find a bass amp so we didn't go...we need to practice soon learn some more songs and write some of our own...Aaron is coming up this week so I'll talk to him about it then, he is going to start teaching me how to play guitar...I'm so excited I can't wait till I start to get good at the thing and play the acoustic in our band, just on the slow songs though, it would be wierd on the fast punk song, a slow intro with an acoustic would be cool though, but I'm gonna leave you with an awesome song's lyrics

Who I Am Hates Who I've Been - Relient K

I watched the proverbial sunrise
coming up over the Pacific and
you might think I'm losing my mind,
but I will shy away from the specifics...

'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

[Pre-Chorus]
Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
that it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

[Chorus]
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the thing bottled inside have finally begun
to create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
sinking up to the beating of my hear,
and I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can't let that happen again
'cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

[Pre-Chosrus x2]
[Chorus]

Who I am hates who I've been
and who I am won't take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I've been
'cause who I've been only ever made me...

So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I acm hates who I've been.


I'm outy
Ttyl
Lots of love
Peace

Cory aka Texas

P.S. Merry Christmahannakwanzika to you!!!
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Subject:nothing...
Time:10:41 pm
Current Mood:tiredtired
Hey Guys,
Hows it?
It's going here
It's been so long since I last updated...but here is what has went on...

Pre-Paid (my band) got up some songs within the week of the party...cuz thats the only time we had to practice...and we loaded up our stuff, we managed to fit a drum set in a tiny Rav 4 lol...but we took it to Dorton Gym and played at Sara Newsome's b-day party it was awesome...we had such a good time with it...we only played 4 songs though...lol...We oppened up with Brain Stew by Green Day (our best song), then we played Armageddonby Alkaline Trio (which ended up sucking, then we played When I Come Around by Green Day, and then we played Radio by Alkaline Trio (our next best song)...but that was about it

But that has really been it since then...well today was kewl...I went and tried for my Permit...i missed 5 but u could miss 6 so i got my permit...im so excited dad let me drive to and from church tonight...it was so cool...im gonna try and talk him into lettin me drive to school tomorrow...here is an awesome songs lyrics...

Feeling This - Blink 182

{Get ready for action!}
I got no regret right now (I'm feeling this)
The air is so cold and low (I'm feeling this)
Let me go in her room (I'm feeling this)
I wanna take off her clothes (I'm feeling this)
Show me the way to bed (I'm feeling this)
Show me the way you move (I'm feeling this)
F*** it, it's such a blur (I'm feeling this)
I love all the things you do (I'm feeling this)

[Chorus:]
Fate fell short this time
Your smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine
I'll leave when I wanna

Wher edo we go from here
Turn all the lights down now
Smiling from ear to ear (I'm feeling this)
Our breathing has got too loud (I'm feeling this)
Show me the bedroom floor (I'm feeling this)
Show me the bathroom mirror (I'm feeling this)
We're taking this way too slow (I'm feeling this)
Take me away from here (I'm feeling this)

[Chorus x2]
Fate fell short this time
Your smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine
I'll leave when I wanna

This place was never the same again
After you came and went
How can you say you meant anything different
To anyone standing alone
On the street with a cigarette
On the first night we met

Look to the past
And remember and smile.
And maybe tonight
I can breathe for awhile.
I'm not in the scene
I think I'm fallin' asleep
But then all that it means is
I'll always be dreaming of you.

[Chorus x5]
Fate fell short this time
Your smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine
I'll leave when I wanna
[During Last Choruses In The Background:]
(Are we alone, do you feel it?
So lost and disillusioned)



But I'm out now guys thanks for reading...and remember...PLEASE COMMENT!!!....but I'm out.

Ttyl
Lots of Love
Peace

Cory aka Texas
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Subject:Practice...
Time:03:36 pm
Current Mood:cheerfulcheerful
Hey guys
Hows it?
Its going really good today
First day out for Turkey day break...But Pre-Paid practiced today...the drummer couldn't come today cuz he had family in...so I ended up playing drums and singing most of the time today...but we woked on 3 songs and got them down pretty good...Armageddon by Alkaline Trio, When I Come Around by Greenday, and we worked a little on Radio by Alkaline Trio...but here are some lyrics...

When I Come Around - Green Day

I heard you crying loud,
all the way across town
You've been searching for that someone,
and it's me out on the prowl
As you sit around feeling sorry for yourself
Don't get lonely now
And dry your whining eyes
I'm just roaming for the moment
Sleazin' my back yard so don't get so uptight
you been thinking about ditching me

No time to search the world around
Cause you know where I'll be found
When I come around

I heard it all before
So don't knock down my door
I'm a loser and a user so I don't need no accuser
to try and slag me down because I know I'm right
So go do what you like
Make sure you do it wise
You may find out that your self-doubt means nothing
was ever there

You can't go forcing something if it's just
not right

No time to search the world around
Cause you know where I'll be ound
When I come around

No time to search the world around
Cause you know where I'll be found
When I come around
When I come around
When I come around
When I come around



but im out right now...
Ttyl
Lots of Love
Be good
Peace

Cory aka Texas
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